Week 4 of School

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Week four of school was nice. Why? Because it is the calm before the storm. Monday, we did the first physics lab, which took Kevin and I a really long time to finish it due to the lighting in the room. The results, as I progress through the report during the weekend, are really bad. The sample was to distinguish 3 different liquids with index of refraction uncertainty within 0.0001, our data came out to be +-0.1, so there is NO WAY that this report can go any further. Then there was the connect workshop, which was surprisingly nice! There was a lot acting and fun in it. The three hour workshop was one of the nicest moments I had in cooper. Well, the down side is that it made me so tired, such that I just went to sleep after I got home.

And, as usual, I cannot do the physics quiz and the history quiz, just didn't prepare for it due to Monday's tiredness.

Um........then...it comes FRIDAY! AC GEAR'S GRAND OPENING!

Jeffery, Ray, Igor and I went there to see if we can get something......the unfaithful Ray and Igor left after an hour. Not long after they left, Jeffery got a free watch! How nice was that...so I believed that I can get something as well! During my faithful waiting there, I met this girl named Jane, who did attract me on first sight by her openness. And what surprised me was that such a nice girl is actually a NYU Stern student ( you know how it is, usually it is very hard to meet a smart and pretty girl randomly). We chatted, and it was nice...She is a very nice conversationalist. At approx. 9:10 AC Gears announced that they will now give out the last price. I think there is almost no chance that it could be me since there are still about 50 people there with at least 100 tickets! So I said to her, " you know what, I give up,I think it's over, but I think the most valuable thing that happened is that we meet each other." Indeed, the fact that meeting a new nice friend is far more important than winning a $100-ish gift. Well, that's not all, after we said good luck to each other.........the ticket number was announced...and ....IT WAS ME!..that was..holy~~~Yea, I believe you were my good luck that day. Thank you Jane~And thank you Jeffery, for waiting there faithfully.

Ok, enough of the positive stuff, the weekend was as bad as it can get. Chang went to SBU to meet with Jing, and a lot things happened to Jing. I feel bad for Jing, and angry about that dude, whom I won't say here. What can I say to Jing.....you girls are too gullible, seriously. Some guy giving you something that you think is very touchy does not mean that he doesn't treat other girls that way, right? If he really likes you, he will not treat you right, he will not just say the right things, instead, he will use his heart to prove to you. (too 38, let me stop here..-.-)~~anyways, good luck Jing, I wish you the best with Kevin D, don't get fooled by jerks.

And what else happened...I decided not to participate in the 2009 ACM programming contest, because of a very simple reason: Lab+DFQ test+PHYSICS test are concurrent at the day after! Sorry to myself.

3/14 of School

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Week 3: 1. Work are not getting done. (However, I have just completed 40% of them in the past 3 days...60% left, still a lot) 2. Feelings are getting worse. (Someone simply doesn't care that much) A staying overnight let me see that it won't work and my answer is no to annie's questions... 3. I care even more now... Yea, I do promise that I will be the best one who treat her (not treat her the best? idunno, I'm a good person, I treat everyone well, lolz). I have way too many 'haorenka' for too many people, so I think I should at least getting something back? idunno...at least a little? My relationship life is pathetic. 4. I have decided that I WILL finish bmark.me...and other projects...that needs to be done asap. 5. I will participate(hopefully) in the 2009 ACM contest again!!! ~~  Very excited ~~  Wish I can solve 2+ problems again. Java/C++ this time, I am not sure.....Java handles a lot stuff better due to its newer existence, but C++ is definitely more powerful, faster, and flexible. 6. ZERO for physics Qz.. yea, I did give up that one, I'm sorry, there was no time for it. I will do well afterwards.

School Starts II (week 2 of 14?)

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The first week of school just passed away. As expected, a few things happened: 1. I noticed that I got so lazy over the summer that I keep making myself away from reading assignments. 2. I have too many similar classes even though I am an engineering major, esp. the following six classes Probability (math) Differential Equations (math) Vector Calculus (math) Circuit Analysis (physics) Physics II E&M (physics) Physics Lab I? (physics) and a few other requirements such as English and computer engineering track elective. 3. I'm somehow getting back with my ex? Would it be possible? Do I want to? I keep telling my friends that it will not work, and it has not work, but why am I still thinking about it? We are still good friends, maybe I am treating her too well. Putting the thoughts here, I really wanna make sure that we do not get back together.. Maybe, I just need a new girlfriend, haha...jk...no, I'm serious. 4. I sleep too late recently with Dota/Google's Monopoly City streets/Sanguo Sha strategy broad game, etc.. not because of school. 5. I have too many unfinished business: Bmark.me and a few other websites and a few other programs I was writing. 6. It is so late now, I should go to sleep.

Night, and 'add oil' to myself.

Recent Life

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Summer has almost reached its end, so it's time to quit the Dota world now. Things did not go well recently, ~Rejection of my student visa marked the end of my "pending" status. ~At the same day, my first relationship has also reached an end (06/24/2008-07/24/2009 approx. 11months) The pessimistic life made me stop on my Bmark site....... and during the past month, a lot...a lot new URL shortening services went into the market with overlapped features with my Bmark.Me. Not only that, today's lifehacker post has even demonstrated how to set up one's own URL shortening service.

Anyhoo...

time to get back to the original flavor....

A girl in my dream

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There was a girl that appeared in my dream yesterday........ She was pretty, cute, and sweet...(yea yea yea...just like the other good dreams...) After all, she becomes my happiness for life, just like in the movies... It is just a dream too good to be true.... Now I'm wondering where she is.... But wait, aren't I in love right now... Should I not even thinking about that ?...I shouldn't. But I cannot stop myself from thinking about her...someone who I haven't met yet... Why did I have such a nice dream that I am not 'supposed' to have?...I wonder. Was it because what She said to me the day before that "I should re-think about our relationship" ?

Love is magical...and it destroys people...

Ah....I'm in a state of mind where I cannot control...

"Stop Thinking"...(about what...)